leaving something behind

I’m a stubborn irrational bitch and we both know it.. but when I initially over-reacted and freaked out about history repeating itself and you were shitty to me because I “didn’t respect” the fact that you “needed time” a month and a half later I was still the only one contacting the other to hang out at all. You want to be friends you have to be able to put some effort in too. You know I hold grudges and its rare that I change my mind once its been made up. If you don’t want to be another former-best friend then something needs to change and quick.